I know, it's been a while since my last post. The end of the school year has come and gone and I had some loose ends to deal with regarding that but now...I'm back. Oh yeah, and I have been so sleepy and hungry! So far those are the only pregnancy symptoms I have experienced. I have had a little nausea but nothing major which I am very happy about. I am a little terrified of our first ultrasound because I hope that everything will be ok. It's almost as if this isn't all true until we have our ultrasound. There is so much for us to make decisions about regarding baby gear and furniture but it's what I wanted and I am so happy to have the opportunity to finally make those decisions. We have come up negative so many times that I am having a hard time enjoying he reality of it all. I am having a hard time allowing myself to accept that this is really our time because I am scared something is going to be wrong. I have to remind myself everyday that it's all right to celebrate and be happy about what's going on in my life. I will never forget how devastating life has been over the past year but I have to allow myself to be happy. I'm working on it! I went to a sweet shower for one of my friends last week and I was able to go and not leave depressed...I was able to enjoy the happy time of having a baby. I look forward to getting back to that mentality. I will keep you all informed about our progress...two more weeks until our ultrasound! :)
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